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Sorry I have been MIA for a while due to an internal hernia that I had emergency surgery on about two weeks ago. This lovely complication and the use of anesthesia made the vertigo I have been battling worse. I have been laying in bed watching a lot of junky TV. On a brighter note, I have lost about 4 lbs since this whole ordeal and hit the 140s! That is crazy! For once in my life people are encouraging me to eat instead of the complete opposite. What a mindfuck it all is! I am a little frustrated because people say if I lose anymore weight I will start to look sick. I feel like I can’t win. I am just trying to be happy in this body. I have also been told that I push myself too hard..but it is SO amazing to me that I can accomplish so many things that I never thought I could. I cannot be silenced or slowed lol..I have been sedentary for far too long! Are any of you going through any of this? Mentally..physically.. Spiritually?