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I'm a hard working, book reading, multi-tasking, event planning woman who is working on her masters in education. I live with the love of my life and I find out something new about myself everyday. I am a bi-polar, ex-self injured, beautiful former plus size woman.. this is my life, my journey, and the things I love. This page keeps me sane. My Life including healthy weight loss, my Roux En Y gastric bypass journey, inspiration, being kaienke'ha, tattoos, piercings, taking pictures, tea, pinup, vintage, antique stores, reading, writing, singing, concerts, crafts, cupcakes, coffee, road trips, METAL, bonfires, camping.. <3 Add me as your friend on myfitnesspal- as puttingmyselfoutthere

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    Finally my beautiful chunky butterfly is full of vibrant color! I love her! She reminds me that I have always been beautiful in every form.. #selfacceptance #metamorphosis

    Finally my beautiful chunky butterfly is full of vibrant color! I love her! She reminds me that I have always been beautiful in every form.. #selfacceptance #metamorphosis

    — 2 weeks ago
    #selfacceptance  #metamorphosis  #tattoo  #butterfly  #rny  #gastric bypass  #wls 
    My husband and I went to get our his &amp; hers zombie tattoos.. They look like us! She even has my tattoos on her arm. Mine takes up my entire side. So proud! I can&#8217;t wait for color :D they even have the puzzle pieces in the back. I love them!

    My husband and I went to get our his & hers zombie tattoos.. They look like us! She even has my tattoos on her arm. Mine takes up my entire side. So proud! I can’t wait for color :D they even have the puzzle pieces in the back. I love them!

    — 2 weeks ago with 1 note
    #tattoos  #married  #husband  #love  #wls  #rny  #gastricbypass 
    Must be more confident and do this!!!

    Must be more confident and do this!!!

    (Source: adrenaline-high, via fit-and-healthy-for-tomorrow)

    — 4 weeks ago with 1432 notes
    Vent

    I just want to get this memory off my chest.. When I was in 7th grade I went to a sleepover where these girls were playing dress up..putting on makeup..and telling each other that they should be models. I sat there just watching- because I was too big to fit the clothes and I apparently did not deserve those compliments from those girls. I remember feeling like junk the whole time..and now that I have lost the weight and have this confidence..I would love to say FUCK YOU to those skinny bitches who were so awful to me. It was so awful being called an orca and a beached whale..and I never deserved that..I was never mean to those mean girls..there were so many haters for so much of my life..I am grateful with my new-found confidence..I found my strength to stop lying down to let bitches walk all over me. I wonder how they feel seeing me with my hot man and me rocking my beautiful wedding dress!!! It may be a little immature but I know that today they don’t look like they did back then..so fuck them and their fat asses and ugly hearts. Ok done..mic drop!

    — 4 weeks ago with 2 notes
    #wls  #rny  #vent  #memoriesofafatgirl 
    Omg I want a gym membership!! So soon!!

    Omg I want a gym membership!! So soon!!

    — 4 weeks ago with 263 notes
    Wedding wine labels were so fuckin badass!!! Just sayin&#8217;

    Wedding wine labels were so fuckin badass!!! Just sayin’

    — 4 weeks ago
    #badass wedding  #offbeat  #skulls 
    Two of my favorite things!!

    Two of my favorite things!!

    — 4 weeks ago with 1 note
    First time I signed my married name was on a tattoo release form. :p

    First time I signed my married name was on a tattoo release form. :p

    — 4 weeks ago with 3 notes
    #inkedandmarried  #inkedandsexy 
    My puppy is so handsome.  Diesel Power Rourke

    My puppy is so handsome. Diesel Power Rourke

    — 4 weeks ago with 1 note
    #100lbpuppy 
    Anonymous asked: How much did your surgery cost?


    Answer:

    Medicaid in NYS covered everything. So it was free..

    — 1 month ago
    In solidarity. They are all our sisters

    In solidarity. They are all our sisters

    — 1 month ago with 1 note
    #mmiw  #akwesasne  #IAmNotNext  #AmINext 
    So I got married over the weekend! I am officially Mrs. Sarah Rourke :) wls on 05/09/12 sw:272 cw:150 gw:happy n healthy. 
Grateful for this life and the future ahead!

    So I got married over the weekend! I am officially Mrs. Sarah Rourke :) wls on 05/09/12 sw:272 cw:150 gw:happy n healthy.
    Grateful for this life and the future ahead!

    — 1 month ago with 10 notes
    #wls  #marriage  #wedding  #weight loss surgery  #rny  #gastric bypass 
    11 days until my wedding.. Getting my sun on! Rocking my first bikini! 
 Cw:152 lbs sw:272 lbs gw: healthy

Rny on 05/09/12 :D grateful

    11 days until my wedding.. Getting my sun on! Rocking my first bikini!
    Cw:152 lbs sw:272 lbs gw: healthy

    Rny on 05/09/12 :D grateful

    — 1 month ago with 6 notes
    #wls  #bariatric surgery  #gastricbypass  #fitblr  #tattoos